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03:20 Mar 29 2008
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Once upon a time there was a girl who had a passion for music. However she spent many hours crying because people always told her she couldn't sing and would bring her down.

That girl didn't give up.

Today she won a singing contest.

So screw you all who said I couldn't sing :D! WOOOT!

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carsho
16:25 Mar 29 2008

You still can't do maths :D

Hehe congratz dear :D

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00:55 Mar 26 2008
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09:07 Mar 12 2008
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There’s no more vacancy

So you’ll have to move on

And lately, I’ve found out

A few little secrets

But don’t worry I’m not going to bittersweet

I’m just leaving, quietly

Take your time to get your stuff

Cause I won’t be back for you

© Copyright Weffie 2008

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03:51 Mar 12 2008
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I nearly passed out x.x

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00:16 Mar 12 2008
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My car started -.-

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22:25 Mar 11 2008
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Feck everything just keeps going wrong for me.

My car won't start this morning -_- Class started like 25 minutes ago so I'm late.

The mechanic is coming in a few hours.

Just argh.. why me?!

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11:43 Mar 11 2008
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Just checking myspace and taking my pills before bed.

I have stomach cramps so hopefully they will be gone before I wake.

I don't have a full day of classes tomorrow; just Contemporary Australian Society and English.

After that, Ana Banana and I are going to the gym. I'm excited =) I love working out with friends.

Anyways it's 10:43pm which is earlier than when I usually go to bed but I was pretty much out of it today so sleep will do me good ^_^

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11:35 Mar 09 2008
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Damn, I've been so depressed about food lately. I'm trying to be strict with my diet to keep all this weight off and to lose more and it's getting to me. I just want to stuff myself crazy with yummy food.

Usually when I look in the mirror, I see me. Now I've been looking in the mirror I see an overweight person. I know that's fucked and I know everyone will be like "Rah rah rah you're perfect Steph, You're beautiful etc etc" but that's just what I'm seeing lately.

Everytime I eat, I look at calories and then plan to exercise so that I work off more calories than I consume.

I'm sure that at the height of my weight I was eating possibly 1500-2000 calories. Now I eat around 400-600 and if I exceed that I get really guilty and exercise like crazy.

The good news is that I'm actually starting to love Greek salads and subway sandwiches which are really healthy so YAY

I'm so hungry right now =(

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Jamie
08:54 Mar 10 2008

400-600 calories is way too little. I would stick with the 1500. Subway has good sandwiches that are low fat, BUT, they have a ton of salt and that makes your body retain water and that bloats you and adds pounds. Drink lots of water, and do spurts of exercises through the day. For instance, on the way to the kitchen or bathroom, or whatever, do squats. Get up here and there and do 50 jumping jacks. Fill up on protein foods, such as lean meats, and eggs, cottage cheese, and yogurt. Also fill up on fiber, as it makes you full longer. Apples have lots of fiber. =) Eat a peanut butter sandwich on wheat bread. And eat this stuff about every 3 hours, small meals. Don't eat til your full, but satisfied. No pop, no diet pop. Not a lot of juices unless it's sugar free. Lift weights. Smaller ones longer to tone, bigger ones to make muscle. Muscle burns fat after your done working out. Your legs are the biggest muscles (your femur), so work them! =)

Don't starve, though, whatever you do, as it makes your body go into starvation mode and it cuts your metabolism to conserve your energy reserves.

Hope this helps. =)

03:03 Mar 08 2008
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I just peeled prawns...

It was a terrifying experience...

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02:27 Mar 08 2008
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It's too hot....

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00:17 Mar 08 2008
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Yay I've lost 10.1 kgs now =) (22.22 pounds)

Measurements:

Bust: 47.5

Waist: 37.5

Stomach: 44

Hips: 42.5

Measurements from December:

Waist: 41

Hips: 43.5

Stomach: 49

Bust: 47.5

Originally when I started in June my stomach was around 54in and my boobs were like 50in so I have lost a good amount :3

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dun dun dun
02:45 Mar 07 2008
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Before =(

Photo Sharing and Video Hosting at Photobucket

March 2007

After =)

December 2007

After again

March 2008

Ignore my messy hair...

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BubbleGumClaudia
03:24 Mar 07 2008

WOOOO The Steffy Is Losing The Weight WOOT!

Oceanne
03:42 Mar 08 2008

Wow! Nice one.

09:16 Mar 06 2008
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I wanna exercise!! T_T!

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00:34 Mar 05 2008
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I'm sick again x.x

I have the flu worse than what I did the other day. I didn't end up going to class, I stayed home and went back to bed. I just feel like shit.

Argh.

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ummDeena
01:38 Mar 05 2008

Hope you get better!

08:27 Mar 03 2008
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My friend told Mr M that she just wants to be friends cause my friends interrogated her and told her that didn't think it was a good idea and they disapproved and they all agreed. She agreed too so everything is good.

I'm proud of her. That's why she's my friend.

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11:51 Mar 02 2008
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=O My journal comments from my first entry this month have gone.... wtf

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05:01 Mar 02 2008
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Alright I'll explain my reason for ranting.

I really liked this guy and I thought he liked me too. The other night we did... stuff. Yes by stuff I mean that.

I asked if he wanted to go to some parties with me on Saturday night and he said yes and he came with me.

During the night I was upset cause I was getting bad flashbacks about a guy who sexually harassed me cause my friend's dad was drunk and being a fuckwit. Anyways I ran out and the guy who we will call M came running after me and we were talking and he was telling me how perfect and stuff I was and he was kissing me and stuff.

Anyways like half hour later he was all "Your friend Sarah is hot. I wanna get to know her." and I told Sar cause I was angry at him for wanting to crack onto my friend.

Then he was talking to her and he told me they had a spark and he wanted her. I asked her what she wanted and she kept going "He's yours" and I was like "Argh that doesn't answer my question".

He started laying the guilt trip on me telling me he wanted to cut himself and slit his throat and stuff like that. I ended up leaving to go to my friend's house and he was all "Stop treating me like a thug" and I told him to stop treating me like shit cause he was making me out to be the bad person here. He sat on my car outside when I went to leave and he did the whole "If you leave, you'll never see me again. I'll fucking kill myself."

I ended up leaving and bawling my eyes out at my friend's house.

He texted me this morning asking how my night was. I think he fucking knows the answer.

Anyways to complicate the matter, my friend does like him now.

He's male so I guess I was just a convenience for him.

If they liked each other under different circumstances then I wouldn't care. It's just the fact he slept with me the night before that's fucked it up.

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Jens
05:07 Mar 02 2008

Wow, I totally empathize with you on this one. Guys these days only think with their smaller brain in their you-know-what. They have only one primitive urge and if they don't use it they are totally convinced that their life will come crashing down on them. Um, news-flash, it's 2008 and men are slowly reverting to their Precambrian state of Neanderthalness. I suggest clubbing them over the head (the big one with hair on it), maybe that would knock some sense into them... just maybe. :

TaintedXTeddy
05:12 Mar 02 2008

Baby girl...you know I love you very much...and maybe you might think I am saying this only because I am your "mum"....but you deserve better than this.

I can't believe your friend would actually want this guy especially after what he did to you...what kind of a friend is that?

Baby girl..you are beautiful...don't let some man spoil that and make you feel any less than what you are...f**k him and the horse he rode in on.

Put your chin up high so he knows that he isn't getting any sympathy out of you...he is a jerk and he knows it and that is why he was trying to make you feel guilty so that he wouldn't have to feel it himself.

craig1459
12:54 Mar 02 2008

I am sorry this has happened *hugs* this lad is a fool - you deserve better and your "friend" is not really fulfilling that role very well. She just appears to be as immature as he is.

ummDeena
01:37 Mar 05 2008

Forget him. Hes an ass.